Thursday, June 17, 2010

Patience


Eu tenho uma carençia
sempre procurando amor
mas tambem incompetencia
porque so encontro dor

eu fico emburrado
tantas mal escolhas
meu coracao esmagado
esquecendo..
virando as folhas

agora o que resto do meu ser
escondarei
para que ninguem possa ter

nao desisti do jogo
nao corri do lobo

essa coisa paradoxal
e tambem primordial

ela mi cria e disfaz
continuo
pois sei que sou capaz

de encontrar a minha Deusa
a final.. tenho bastante Paciência

Self expression

Sou escritor

escrever é meu ganha pão
é a minha maior diversão

mas para ser bom
aperfeicoar esse dom

nao poderei mi escondender
nao de voce, e nem de mim
serei verdadeiro ate o fim

agora, reconhecendo quem eu sou
tempo a escrito eu dou

essa conexão com o meu ser
nunca deixarei morrer

pois atravez dessas linhas
das ideias que sao minhas

reconheço minhas ações
e tambem as emoções

abro a porta para a alma
e isso sim, me acalma

olho para mim
e vejo meu rosto de verdade
olho para meu coracao
e eu vejo minha bondade
olho para minhas sombras
e vejo maldade

mas como que algo que eh bom pode ser ruim?
nao sei quem eu sou, ou o que espero de mim!

sou um ser que nao foi terminado
eu sou inacabado

mas eu sou completo
pois eu refleto

que estranho
eu refelti
e agora sim
eu fiqei confuso
nao sei em que vai dar
nao sei o que pensar

mas eu sei
que vou aprender
muito mais pela frente
irei ler, irei escrever

agora eu sei, que eu sei
que sou mau e bom
entao leia, e ouça o som
da minha alma

Journey of Love

my eyes close
and the thought arose
opened, remains the same
in my mind you remain

time spent away
i try to recollect
pieces of me to reconnect
my mind goes astray

i am still thinking of you
and i dont know what to do

the roses were red
listen to what i say
because without you, they have turned gray
and now i feel as if i were dead

everything has lost its joy
what have you done to this boy?
played his heart as if a toy

you fooled me with your charm
did you fool yourself in the mix
did you know you were causing harm
or was i wrong to beleive in your tricks
the ringing of the alarm

no

the ringing of a bell
removed me from my own hell
as i see through your shell

my heart abided
the love, two sided

and now you long to be
again, once more, with me

and i whisper...

listen to my speech
love is within our reach
but this time dont be afraid
a final goodbye has been made

together..

we wave farewell to the sorrow and pain
no longer crippled, no longer the cane
as we are finally one
no longer a half, now, a whole
the intertwining of the soul

i have died
and i have cried
i have been un-torn
for i have been reborn

and now the two are one
the old lives are done
and the journey begins a new
this time, through and through

for where there is true love
there is a strong will that will protect it
and as the hours of each day pass
the love will grow
from a seed, to a small flower, to a tree
and will never been undone
for the connection is eternal
in this life, and the next

Furtado!!

Socorro!
Alguem mi ajude!

Foi furtado
fui roubado..
Estou apaxionado!

ela chegou na minha vida
estava sentada numa mesa

o olhar dela abriu a ferida
e eu fiqei sem defesa

meu peito completamente aberto
espondo a minha unica fraqueza

pego em cheio, o tiro dela foi certo
sentimentos mistos de alegria tristeza

incapaz de sofrer mais uma vez
de jogo novamente esse complexo xadrez
talvez eu pirei de vez

pois eu sorri devolta para ela
a ladra ja sabia, eu era dela

sua inteligencia beleza e charme
desativou qualquer defesa e alarme

apenas espero que mi prova errado
que meu coracao nao sera enterrado

Indian Wisdom

Progress?

I am a man
i run as fast as i can

run through the trees
feel that cool breeze

the sound of the waterfalls
all the birds and their calls

all of the worth
of our precious earth
death and rebirth

all protected
all connected

and for me
it is easy to see
how beautiful life can be

all under the sun
we are all one

read the rune
under the moon

in your heart you will find
the message to be kind
but some brothers are blind

thinking souly on their wealth
idealizing worlds of pure power
not concerned with their planets health
crushed yet another, delicate flower

killing nature for "construction"
but it really is just "destruction"

Personality

The part of me
that no one will see
its a difficult task
always wearing this mask

sometimes i feel anger, sorrow and pain
sometimes i feel like going insane
but i know i must refrain
the mask.. must remain

for i have a light
that is never in sight
the light from my heart
if seen, would be torn apart

a love that in this world does not exist
this is why i insist, and why i persist
to never show my real face
never show, my real grace

and so hidden in a chest
in the ocean it will rest
this option is the best
for i will never test
my heart